Goodbye...for now(?)

I tried to stay. I tried to smile and laugh at everything. I TRIED. But, I failed, miserably. *sighs*

"Goodbye means going away. And going away means forgetting." -Unknown

I hate goodbye's. It's a painful word. And I can't see the good in goodbye. Unless of course if you're saying goodbye to a person you dislike.

I'm going away. But I'm not gonna forget everything / anything. I feel lost. I feel alone. Gahd! I want to be numb! Must stop now. I'm just going away. Period.

P.S: I know, this is a selfish rant. Again. Sorry. Can't help it. This is Majh disconnecting from the earth. (Yuck!)