November 14, 2005. 7 years ago...okay turning 8 this year, I met 3 wonderful people who became my best friends. We came from different barkadas and I really don't know how we became friends. Hahahahaha! All I remember was one day we were hanging out with each other and poof! we became koko crunch. Chos! HAHAHAHAHA! Corny! Basta naging magkakaibigan kami simula nung 3rd quarter noong 1st year highschool kami. :p
Those 7 years were not easy for all of us. The first challenge we faced together was the fact that I had to transfer to another school. It was heartbreaking when the time came that I had to tell them that that's going to happen. Tears were everywhere. It was hard explaining everything to them when I, too, cannot understand why my mom wanted me to transfer to another school but we had to accept it. I left them a notebook. I told them to write in that notebook everything that they wanted to tell me when I'm not with them.
2nd year highschool. Everything changed. Another struggle for our friendship. Yes, I made new friends in my new school. Pero hindi parin mapapantayan ng mga new friends na un ung nabuong friendship naming apat. Pansin ko lang, kanina pa ako sabi ng sabi about sa friends ko, pero hindi ko pa naman sinasabi kung sino sila. LOL! Okaaaaay. My best friends are Issah, Kaysen, and Rosalie. Issah and Kaysen remained classmates up until 4th year, while Rosalie was transferred to another section. But still, they were together in one school so there's still something to thank about. LOL! Hmmmm. Sa tingin ko, once ko lang sila nadalaw sa loob ng taong ito T__T
3rd year highschool. Never ko ata silang nadalaw nito. Grabeeeee. I can't even remember if we ever had communication at all this year. *thinking*
4th year highschool. Ahhh. Still can't remember anything...Gahd! >.< But I think we had communication this year, kasi we were talking about what school to enroll in together and what course we would take. We even had this usapan that the four of us will take different engineering courses so we would be business partners. See? We dreamed together. Hihihihihi. And we are still dreaming together. Different dreams this time. Still together :)
College. I was already enrolled in a school, university, college or whatever--where Rosalie was enrolled too, we had the same course-- when I learned that I got accepted in PUP. So we backed out of the school, and enrolled in PUP--where Kaysen was enrolled--. Although Kaysen and I were in the same university, we barely see each other because we had different schedules. We had a gap. It was completely my fault. And I'm really sorry about this. I took them for granted. I always made promises that I couldn't keep. I hurt them, badly. Every time I remember everything I did to them...to our friendship, guilt eats me alive. T__T *sigh* But it made us stronger. Time passed, we had another gap. It was because we had this issue about one of my friend's boyfriend. Being the selfish me, I made her choose. I know, that was bad. But I wanted to protect her from the pain that the guy was causing her...sadly, she chose the guy over me...over my friends. I stayed away from them. Cut every communication we had for 2 years, I think. Told them that I would come back when I accept the guy's presence in her life. I came back, texted her first--BUT, I still don't like the guy for her--imagine my surprise when she accepted me again as if nothing happened. I cried that day. And she doesn't know it. Everything was back to normal. Well, we'll never be normal when were together soooo.... HAHAHAHAHA!
And now, I miss them. It's been 3 months since we last saw each other. And we had a bet. A fvcking bet...and I think I'm gonna loose. Waaaaa~ I hope not! :D
Here's our picture the 3 months ago...it was Kaysen's birthday
Me, Kaysen, Issah, and Rosalie
